Hezo Kittie

I wish I could say something that would be surprising, earth-shattering, and fuck...I don't know. Anything.

Nothing I say here will break new ground, nor will it likely be very interesting. I'm guessing that the person who is reading this already knows who I am, and anything I say here would just be reciting the same old things I always say. The same things I've said a year ago will pop up again.

Stereotypes are viewed as a bad thing, but it's hard to criticize the use of them when they just seem flat-out true. I feel fine right now but in less than 24 hours I'll go into some random mood swing that'll make me depressed or angry or frustrated or tense. Typical teenage angst. I guess we can't help it for fitting into the stereotype.

I'll end up saying some random, random bullshit when I get angry at things that make me mad, and it'll sound something like "Hi I'm Kevin I am this perfectly moral person who thinks badly of himself because I have no common sense" because I'm pretty sure that's what I sound like. And the only reason my friends are my friends is because they put up with my shit. Definitely not an easy task. I must say, making mountains out of molehills is my forte.

After saying something, I'll probably eat my words and become the fattest hypocrite and tell myself that "I've changed". But I didn't. People don't change, they just show their true colors.

I was enlightened though, as Felicia said something along the lines of "I like people for their flaws". That one line spoke volumes; it made this huge new perspective, one without anger but with...like...respect. Or appreciation. Instead of thinking, "That person is a dumbass for feeling that way" or "you stupid shit", the thoughts instead would be kind of like accepting a person's fallibility. When we have first impressions on some people, they seem perfect or very confident with life. But when time goes by, a person's insecurities are exposed. After that, everything looks more realistic.

I hope that womb's not too warm
Cause it's cold out here, and it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air
To discover loss

I don't think I'm grateful enough of my friends recently. They always do insanely nice things, usually something you wouldn't expect, which makes it even more nice. I want to do something like that to someone, but I don't think I'm very good at those things.

Owell that's it I don't have anything particularly useful to say still and I lost quite a bit of sleep time. Rochelle says orange juice does something to your seratonin which makes you happier. So I say, drink more orange juice.