Hezo Kittie

For some reason I picked up my yearbook today and randomly read through it. I think there was a little too many comments on "I think we are kinda growing apart" or something and after reading that a few times or something it makes me think about how that maybe I am a pretty sucky friendship holder. Usually I tell myself that they don't really care, but now I think maybe I don't push my relationships enough. Like I expect someone to be a really good friend to me so maybe when they finally stop because I am poo friend I just move on and say fuck it they don't really care. But maybe they do, or did, I just stopped caring somewhere.

Maybe I just suck at keeping relationships because I accept mediocrity and loneliness as a lifestyle.

To be continued.